"save you"

save you..hanya dua kata ini yg bisa kutanamkan dalam hati saat semua datang menawarkan niat baiknya padaku... di tab sebelah aku sedang membuka timeLinemu..miss u soo..soo... now i'm sick..dokter said i've got gastritong...do u know..it's make me shock i'm feel better..nothing was happen..but...on saturday i've vomit for..hmmh..i don't know how many it's happen..i'm so faint because that. n u know everybody guess if i'm stress...or late to eat..but u know i think..i think there nothing could make me like this..except..in my unconscious i have done.... n effect from my wild vomit..now..i can't breath normally...can't breath so deep...can't yawning like usually..cause it's make my stomache n my thorax so painful u know somethink ? maybe in my unconscious i've stressed n think..how about if i can't save you in my heart for a long time..how about if u can't be my husband..cause now.. there's so many people which can make it will be happen. one of them can make me think about him...he is the one who can make me talking about "dhuha"..n discuss about dhuha of course...he is not like u..yyup..he so different with u..first i think he low profile too..but i think i'm wrong...but he can keep his prayer like u...he is family man too..like u. i'm sorry for this unspoken love..i'm sorry i'm to late to know it,,, to feel it...n to realize it..yyaa it was happen when u're gone sometimes i wanna ask u..ask ur day @ there..how's ur lecture @there..i saw from u timeline if u so skinny right know... oh if could..i wanna ask u this "why u always change ur display name..n when i saw it i think there's nothing different or maybe just space..or whateverlah yg jelas it' mean kamu msh hidup n baik2 saja d sana....Love u :) i just have one pray..if i can keep waiting ...until u get what your dreams..aamiin... maybe like "perahu kertas story ^~..hehehe

take care yyaa...miss u a part of me *mr.abstrak :*